A Sickening Sound
Since day 1 this has bothered me.
The sound of the little balls of chemicals freely moving around inside the Effexor capsule.
It makes me feel a little silly but every time I take them and hear that sound I want to put them back in the bottle and hide them forever.
For reasons that I do not think I can really explain, the sound makes me feel like I’m doing something wrong. Maybe it’s because I want this to be a quiet process; I don’t want anyone hear that I’m taking a pill…I don’t want to hear that I’m taking a pill.
The sound makes me uncomfortable. I try to move them as little as possible but sound is inevitable.