Before I Die…

Candy Chang is an artist based in New Orleans and she has created a great piece of interactive art!

Using chalkboard paint she painted the side of an abandoned and stenciled the words “Before I die…”

Anonymously, people could use chalk to share what they wanted before they died.

This installation is coming to Toronto in the summer! I can’t wait to be apart of it!

Before I die I want to find peace in myself.

Now I ask you the question.

“Before I die I want to…”

Angry Video for My Angry Day

So I’ve decided to try and get more personal in these posts. I’ve received a lot of amazing support for followers or people who have just stumbled upon one post and “liked” or commented so I can open up more.

I had a bad night just is bleeding into a bad day. I contemplated the hospital/services last night with a few friends but knew if I waited it out I’d be moderately ok and I was right. I don’t have the time to look out for myself like that. I need to work or I don’t get paid (so healthy….).

So I’m not feeling desperate anymore but I am angry. Whenever I feel angry I listen to “Break Stuff” by Limp Bizkit ft. Snoop Dog.

One of my “dreams” is to put on loud music and completely destroy a room. That’s what I’m doing in my head every time I go into a rage, especially when I remain calm. I just want to throw things, I want to hear things break, I want to scream. Anger is so repressed and it’s so painful. It especially feels, to me, that i’m the only one that can’t show it. I feel like everyone else is allowed to be mad except me. So it stays in….like right now.

I hope everyone else has a better day! My kids should perk me up! They always do <3