Thought: I found myself wondering yesterday HOW THE HELL AM I STILL ALIVE?!?!?!?! I had just got onto the school property of where I work and just being in that place where little people are I started thinking about the crap I’d done to my body. Some of it could have killed me either on purpose or by accident….whatever an accident was back then. I’m not complaining about being alive I’m just surprised. I didn’t have plans past 18 so I’m making it up as I go and I have plans now.