I have no visual art skills. None that I’m proud of. While writing the last post and looking for a picture I came across this Flickr page by incompletethoughts. They had done a BPD Awareness Month album with some great graphics! Hopefully we can all learn from them and gain a better understanding of what it’s like to be diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder.
(All photo credit goes to incompletethoughts)
Describes my mind perfectly!
Trying is the only thing I can do because I won't give up on myself anymore.
The constant pretending that I don't feel the shit that I do. It's more important that I fit with how everyone else wants me to be. It can be exhausting.
Who I am when I'm in a rage is not me...or it doesn't feel like me...I don't want it to be me.
Ugh story of my life! I can flip shit around like it's nobodies business! for the most part I see this as my greatest asset. When I hate something it doesn't hurt me. Not usually.
I have more sunny days but it still doesn't seem like I can't go a week without a few little scuffles and one big fight.
Runway or don't runaway. Relationships are tough enough but throwing in all of this that goes through your mind can make it seem impossible.